I love my ferrets. I also get throughly annoyed by them at times. I went to clean their cage tonight in prep for tomorrow or Saturday's more through spray it with a hose cleaning when i discovered they somehow managed to wedge one of their doors shut. Argh. It is, of course, unfortunately, the door I NEED to be able to open when doing a cage cleaning as it allows me access to the internal door which blocks them to top or bottom. Argh. So of course I had to fight the bouncing hordes trying to escape and wreak havoc while cleaning poop. I gave up after grabbing the easy to get to poop. *sigh* I guess I'll just hit it with a hammer tomorrow or Saturday until it opens. I have no idea how they managed to jam it shut.

ARGH! Today sucked so hard. One of the Level 2 guys is being such a dickhead right now. He keeps printing my tickets out constantly and trying to get me into trouble for no reason. Even the supervisoer made a comment about it. If he keeps it up much longer I'm going to report him for harassment or slit his throat. I haven't actually decided which yet. Today I could not seem to get anything right. It just plain sucked.

*sigh* On a less rage filled note (though I can't shake the urge to go hurt something) I tried out the new Ghostbusters game. I could only play a few minutes of it but it looked and felt spectacular. My computer is actually not hardcore enough to play it so I'll eventually have to buy it for console play. The graphics were way hot though (too hot for my computer) and the little movies were killers. They seem to have the entire cast back for voice acting which is grand. I can't wait to actually own this game.

Grr still so pissed. And I know there is nothing wrong with my tickets he is just being a nitpicky little bitch. The lead even sent one back to him saying no he couldn't send this up for printing since there was nothing wrong with the fucking ticket. I mean for fucks sake dude, get a damned life. I can't explain why the hell he is busting my balls. He is perfectly nice to me and relatively pleasant so I have no idea why he has decided to pick on me. If I can even get him alone I'm going to ask him. Chances are slim though. What ever I'm giving it a little bit longer and if he keeps it up I'm just going to report him.

LOL I'm bald again. Maybe I'll get pictures this time

Today was......... huh hard to say. Work was good. Cute boy being moved to a different time slot. Losing interest rapidly. LOL Par for the course. Co-workers are fun and I am getting along with them splendidly. Also I have been hearing comments that I am doing amazingly well. Evidently they are talking about me when I am not around and these talks are good talks. The job is enjoyable and the day goes usually at a swiftish pace. They have taken to giving me calls I should not be having as a new person and letting me do things with other calls I am not cleared to do. Frequently, I remember how much I used to enjoy with computers and technology.

I miss Nala and Lady and so many others some animal some human.

Also, I can't seem to sleep. Gonna be tired at work tomorrow. Blegh.

Justin is home. This is good. We missed him.

New car is home safe and sound. Nello was nice enough to take me up to Kingston to pick it up and drive home with me. Yay Nello!

Right now I am for bed and sleep then work in the morning. Night LJ

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I got a AIM at work that Nala was seizing and screaming. She was fine when I left for work this morning. It is just that fast. Left work for an hour and a half to come home and try and bring Nala out of it. She was too old and just too far gone. She was in pain so I ended it. Went back to work because it gave me something mindless to do with my time. Funny thing is I ran into my direct supervisor out smoking and she asked me how the emergency went. She is the only one I told what happened and she said she didn't think she could come into work afterward. Big pet person Karen is. I didn't tell anyone else because I would have started crying on the phones and I'm sure that would be frowned upon. Busy day at work. Even though I missed an hour of actual phone time (I have a half hour lunch) I still got 56 or so calls. It was good to be busy. Came home and buried Nala next to Timone. Got eaten alive by bugs for my troubles. Fairly gross and sweaty. Going to sleep now. I miss my little spitfire.

EDIT: And I left the chocolate tart Nello got me at work again. *sigh* I want sleep and chocolate tart:(

On with the continuing car saga. Kae and Murphy look they are not going to need the car for a day or two. As such, I have a way too and from more the next two days and I can pick up my car on Friday.

*sigh*

So I just called my mother for a bit of help and maybe some level headed help and what do I get but a lecture and her telling me I'm basically worthless. Great mom, perfect timing. I really needed this right now.

So the car guy won't take the money order Nello got for me. He only wants cash. SO now I'm fucked for two days AGAIN. Only now it is worse because there is absolutely no chance of borrowing the car and I have to figure out how to get back and forth from work. Shit and I'm stuck at the house on kid patrol so there is no way for me to go get cab money or rent a car.

Fuck. And you know what I really needed right now was my mother to tell me how worthless I am. Thanks mom I think I can see that for myself.

Well shit! So in order to get in transit plates I need stuff I so don't have. I can't borrow the van because we have had a small family issue which leaves Kae and Murph in and out of town for a few days with it. So I am left with the option of using my old plates which I know is illegal or missing work or taking a taxi I suppose. Hmm shit. I think I'll just chance it with my old plates and give the nice cop a sob story if they catch me within the week. Wish me luck! Wait no I just checked the Newburgh hours!! They are open late tomorrow! I will only be bad for a day.

We have a clean car!!!! Woot! So I may be able to finangle something sooner then Friday which would be awesome! Nello and/or Manta said they could float me the cash for a few days and Nello said He could give me a ride up there. Which would make everything super sweet and smooth.

The car rides like a dream. She needs her timing belt changed, front routers rotated (wtf?) and her head valve leaks (irr that sounds so dirty) all minor things which are well within reason for a car of her age to need to be done. So depending on Nello I should be getting her home today or tomorrow me thinks which will be STELLAR!

TOday we are striping the carpet out of the front room and putting in wood flooring. It will look so much nicer in there. That will leave just the upstairs bedrooms with carpet. I sort of wish I had carpet in mine though the floor mat works really well. Alright stuff to do!

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Today has been a goodish day so far. Work was fairly excellent. I handled 53 calls which puts me at about 6.6 calls an hour which is way excellent. My co-workers were fun to be around and I didn't feel any of the clic tension I sometimes get paranoid about. I got to flirt and laugh and have my breasts admired by the guy I think is edible. LOL Nothing amuses me more then the eye flicker men do when they can't help but look at the cleavage you've put on display for them even though they know they are not supposed to be looking. Since I dressed with him in mind I'm not in the least bit unhappy with the flicker.

I got complimented for my baking prowess again at work. Some chick who can't eat gluten said the cakes I baked looked so tasty and smelled so good she was gonna beg me to make her something once she was done with her special diet. I think I'll work on making something to work with her diet. LOL Ever since baking those cakes I have gotten a new compliment every time I come into work. I think I'll bring something tasty in on Thursday on a lark. Makes a girl feel good to have her cooking appreciated. Oh that reminds me I never got paid for that cake I did for Liam I think it was. I can't remember who asked me to do it though. I think Stefka was the go between. I'll ask her at some point.

The money came for the car. Unfortunately the money will not clear for the car until Friday. I called the guy and left a message. If he can't wait until then well *sigh* I'm out a car and I think I'll just cry for a while. In the mean time I need to run out tonight and pick up enough cash for taxis to get me through until Friday since I know Kae is going spare not being able to go to the gym with me borrowing the car. *sigh* I hope it isn't too expensive. Just heard from the guy. He is fine with waiting for the money until Friday so now I just have to go and get it inspected tomorrow and then all is good (I hope).

( Cut because I'm sad and tearful and I don't think everyone needs to read it )

• 13:28 I got angry and frustrated. The power is now out in the whole building.
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What happens when you get upset?

When I get upset I knock the power out on my entire building. Oh and later the phones too. LOL So today the morning was turning kinda crappy. I was getting annoying call, after annoying call and they were riding my ass for being on so long. So I'm dealing with a dude I can't get to shut up and standing there losing my shit when BOOM the power goes out. I know what you are thinking the weather has been crap lately. Clear skies. Oh yeah and no other businesses around us went down just our building. For the entire rest of my shift almost. I spent the day talking and smoking. Oh the last time the power dropped out? Over a year ago and a dude who has been there 10 years says he has only had the power drop 2-3 times.

LOL It came back at 30 minutes to my leaving just in time for me to enter the few tickets I had hand done.

LOL So I ask again, what happens when you get upset?

• 10:39 Breaktime is next to godliness
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• 18:31 Save an inspec via mech on Tues, u q talkin to a Seo w a new car!!!
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I have a car!!!*

*Okay I sort of have a car. I have a deposit on a car I highly suspect will be mine. On Tuesday it goes to a mechanic for an inspection. If all is as promised I will pay the remainder and *drum roll* Seo will have a car again!!!! I know, I know it has been less then a week since Oniko finally died but I can't stand not having a car. It just drives me spare. It has been a while (several months) since I had a car that I could trust to take me to visit friends and the like. SO new car: Honda Accord, 95 110,000 miles on it. The dude who I got it from was in the process of tricking it out for racing or something. Anyhow he needed the cash and I needed a car so it is a sweet sweet ride.

She is a dark dark blue almost black. I have preemptively named her Nightingale. So yay and wow I feel so much better. I still have a few days of car juggling with the household but the end is in sight. Tomorrow Jeff drops me and Nello is gonna pick me up. I can't remember what we worked out for Sunday and Monday. I'm hoping I can take it home on Tuesday. My parents are sending me the cash in check form so that will not clear then but if I like leave them a check and they hold onto the title until it goes through I think they will be okay with it. THey are very nice folks. I have to ask George what he thinks we should do. Unless anyone has 2200 they can loan me for like a week.

I spent the evening watching Speed Racer (the movie) with the family. I haven't done much family stuff since starting the new job. First I was tired or grumpy, then the car broke and I needed to spend all my time on that. So it was really nice chillin with them again and watching a fun movie we all liked. I think I might have to buy it. Speaking of things to get I found the title to a novel I have been trying to locate for like ever. I read it when I was a kid (like 5 or 6th grade) and could never remember the title just some vague facts. I went searching today and found it. It is called The World Inside by Robert Silverberg. I remember most of the plot but bits I did forget. I have got to find a copy of it now. It is a sort of dystopian novel that I read around the same time as A Brave New World with some similar themes.

Anyhow I'm bushed yet happy and going to bed. Tomorrow is going to be long. We have three chains that I can think off off the top of my head that are going to cause problems for us because of some technical shit going on. Ugh and Saturdays always rather suck.

Oh so i just got in bed and I am writing an email to my mother when I hear little ferret pants. I'm like "Oh no please don't be Nala having another fit." I have been very diligent in making sure she always has some food and water available and the kind she likes and so far she has been staying fairly healthy lately. Well it was Nala. She had pulled bottom of the ferret cuddle pile again and she was too hot. And also she was really smelly and dirty. So I pulled her out and gave her a nice bath and made sure the water was warm but not hot. She cooled down and started her stuttery little walk again. She's fine but I have got to make sure the room stays coolish as we go into summer. Not cold mind, but definitely cool. Gusgus shed all his winter fur and weight. LOL He actualy looks kind of bald now the fat little thing. So cold for ferrets yet snakes need warmth lol. So for them I need to pick up more undertank heaters. Yay pets!

I just had an amazing amount of fun bidding on any car could find for a dollar or less. I found a few for a penny. A couple I'm actually highest bidder on. I mean nice cars too. I don't expect to win them but I couldn't resist bidding on a 2008 something or other with no reserve for a penny. LOL Too funny for words.

Today was stupid busy. Spent the entire morning and a fair portion of the middle of last night hunting cars online after getting horrible sleep all night. I looked at several today. One I'm sort of fine with but my 'rents are less fine with and I'm bowing to their greater knowledge.

I'm gonna call a few taxi services tomorrow to find out how much it will cost to get back and forth to work. I was able to borrow Kae's car today and tomorrow but it is her car and she needs it to go to the gym and stuff. So Saturday Jeff said he would drop me and Matt said he'd pick me up. That leaves Friday, Sunday, and Monday unaccounted for. If the taxi is too much I'll just chance it with my car and try and limp along until I find a reasonable car. I am so done with this whole process though. I tramped all over two states today and looked at more pictures of cars then a grown woman should have to unless she has a car fetish. On top of all that I spent an hour or so talking important stuff with a friend. Oh crap just remembered I was suppose to go hang with Nello and Manta this Saturday. Shit I'll either reschedule or see if I can get a pick-up from work/drop-off to my house. *sigh* This carlessness is so getting old.

After the hunt all day, and chat I started baking cakes for the bake sale at my work tomorrow. It is a fund raiser for some kid who got his face bitten half off by a dog in Poughkeepsie. I'm gonna get up at 5 am to finish those cakes off.

Man I'm tired, sleep now.

Shopping for cars sucks. So does waking up at 5:30 in the morning because no matter how hard I try I'm nocturnal and give my body even the slightest hint that this is okay and I'm screwed.

Found out that ebay does car sales. Who knew? So now I'm wandering around there hunting cars. I would like to note that listing a car for .99 with no reserve may be the stupidest or best idea ever. I had to bid on it even though I know I'm not going to get it and I don't really want it but I could not help myself. Just the idea of pointing to a car and saying I purchased it for a dollar is too amazing for words.

*sigh* I want to sleep but today is packed. Man, "weekends" are so not restful.

Looked at two cars today. One was a maybe I'm supposed to get back to the girl early tomorrow. The other was a fairly hard no. Tomorrow I think I have like 4-5 appointments to look at cars. I really need a car by Thursday. Afterward a;; of this I'm going to put my car up on craigslist for like 700 and see if I can get between 400-500 or so for it for parts and what not. We have a pretty active car modding community out here and I know they use Hondas frequently. Hopefully I can get at least some money for it. It was funny I mentioned this to the kids who came to show me there car and they went to look at it and asked me how much I wanted for it. LOL

Sleep now. Must be up early for an appointment.

Today has been sort of leisurely and sort of not. I woke up nice and early and started doing car hunts. After picking a few and making calls I arranged the schedule to borrow Kae's van. Then I guess Janelle needed it and Kae thought I needed it at a different time so it got a little snafu-esk. But it got straightened out and Kt rather saved that day. So then I took a few hour nap because I was tired, there was nothing else I could do with the car, and hey it's my day off. Now I'm up and waiting for Kt and Murphy to be back so I can go look at a ford taurus. The car I really want I won't know until tomorrow if someone is going to buy today. It is cheaper, has only had one owner and is mostly reliable. Tomorrow Kae said I could have the van all day I think so the hunt will continue tomorrow.

I discussed all this with my mom and step-father yesterday of course. I love my mom but she does drive me absolutely spare at time. I called her up and told her that it was time for a new car. A while ago she had OFFERED and I did NOT ASK to loan me so cash so I could get a new car. *sigh* So I call her up and she starts with the run around. Look she is doing me a favor and I am very grateful but it is a favor she offered and that I never expected. I explicitly stated when I was first mentioning my trouble that I didn't need help (a lie) and that it was okay. She offered I said okay, it would just be nice if she remembered this and didn't give me shit when I turn up to take her up on her offer. I ran Oniko literally until the back tired was about to wear off and explode. Unless you want to put several thousand dollars into her she is dead Jim. *sigh* My mother just drives me crazy at times, especially since she married George and has gotten this strange pseudo 1950s mindset going. It is really weird and creepy. Oddly though George was amazingly easy to talk with and a real help though he kept trying to look in a higher price bracket then I wanted. Parents? Who understands them.

Off to find a car me thinks.

Shoulder still fucked
Car still fucked
Work was fairly good
Money still tight
Boobs too sore for being on stomach on bed making typing difficult

Tomorrow=day off:
Do money things
find new car
send for fish thing
relax???

Car dead.
Work sucked.
Very unhappy.

Short Post:

SO for those curious as to my whereabouts lately I have not died. Working full time with school full time, a busy family and social life, and my drugs setting my hormones back into wack has made me well less inclined to be online much lately. I have not forgotten anyone but I will be inactive for most of the week for a few more weeks. I haven't actually read my friends page in like a week or two. Very bad I know.

So I heart you all and I will try to keep up as much as I can. I'm on AIM all day at work though I have to disappear alot to take calls. Feel free to tag Seokitty or MurasakiOni and I'll respond ASAP.

Today was very long. Work was dead for the first two hours and then slammed until I went home. Saturdays are stupid busy and I heard Sundays are not much better. We had lots of tasty nibbles for dinner though as I have noted before my stomach is not used to putting much junk in it anymore and I pay the price later of an upset tummy. Kae has honestly spoiled me in the literal sense LOL. Too much good home cooking. I took the kids for ice cream which was very nice. I like to treat them to things when I can. I just can't as often as I might wish. Manta dropped by later and we sat on the front porch chatting and smoking until she went home. It was loads of fun. I also did a bit of energy healing on her ankle and Kae's arm. We'll see if it helped or if I'm just crazy as always. I forgot to ask her or Kae to see if they could loosen the knot up in my right shoulder. It is becoming a bit of a problem again. Always happens at jobs like the one I have now. Ugh it hurts something fierce.

Oh and I discovered one of my lizards is missing today. One of the leopard geckos has disappeared. Now I had noticed the other day that the lid was kind of askew and one of the lizards was sans a tail but I just thought the other lizards were beating up on him and I was going to separate him from them. I figured I hadn't closed the lid proper last time I was in there. I was real sad about his tail because it is never good when that happens. So I went to feed and rearrange them today and he is gone. Now I know he couldn't have climbed out of his cage so the next thing I can think of is little miss Mike was over there being a bad bad girl.I had weighted the lid down before but after a feeding I don't think I left the weight on because they don't really need it to keep them in the cage. Well I sort of forgot that it also kept Mika out of the cage. *sigh* I'm a bad lizard mommy.

Alright Bed now, work in morning.

Night LJ ^_^

They blocked LJ and Gmail from my computer at work. I am the very sad. Oh well.

I woke up after only 4-6 hours sleep because my body hates me. Of course this means wandering around online. Here is the line my wanderings took me on:

Cracked.com articles (several) ending with The Awful Truth about 5 Items Probably on Your Grocery List ---> IAMs cruelty exposed by PETA --> Iams refutes PETA ---> other sites saying how crack headed PETA is and how many companion animals they kill yearly (we are talking thousands) ---> terrorist groups PETA supports --> websites by said terrorists show casing how many fun terrorist activities they have participated in like freeing rats and bunnies ---> the rise of Bestiality in Sweden....

So I went from Groceries to Bestiality all in about an hour. *blinks* Wow the internet is special.


EDIT: Marryyourpet.com ??? *wibble* Bahahaha! Pet are crazy.

You know I really think I hate PETA. They are so rabid, so crazed that half the time they end up doing far more harm then good. They take a wonderful idea, banding people together against that mistreatment of animals, and make it into something hateful, something dirty. Most of the time regular people no longer even pay attention to some to PETA's very valid claims because PETA has done so many horrible things and misinformed on so many others you can't trust them. To use an old fable with an animal reference in it, PETA is like the boy who cried wolf one too many times. Only instead of the boy getting eaten it is all the animals who could have been saved if PETA had just taken a more honest, open stance.

Sorry about this post but I just got done doing an internet crawl and came across another bit of PETA trash. I just find it to be so shameful and wasteful for such a great idea to be twisted into PETA's normal round of filth. I have had pets my entire life. I surround myself with them much to the chagrin of those I live with and I am firmly against needless animal cruelty. I know that there are places in this world that animals are treated poorly. Humans are a violent, angry animal and we have no problem taking what we want from anything. Maybe someday people will not be that way. Until then fighting against it is right and proper but you don't help your cause by becoming the very thing you fight against. Why is it so hard for people to understand that? Why can't they take their ego out of the equation occasionally and look beyond it into something else? Of course I might as well be asking why isn't the sky orange, some things are just like that and we cannot change anything over night. I just wish PETA would wake the fuck up or get a better PR person who could help them out. All that rabid energy could then be put toward some good use instead of just flailing in the dark doing as much or more damage then they end up stopping. Actually screw that I just wish PETA would go away.

Today was a long day. While my work is not physically very tiring it is mentally pretty draining right now. I'm dealing with the insomnia brought on by going back on my meds (should taper off in a few days) at the same time which is by no means fun. Socially I really enjoy working where I do. The people I work with are friendly and the atmosphere is really laid back. Mostly the customers are pretty nice though I did have one dickhead of an IBM support guy on the phones today. I passed him on up the line when I could no longer deal effectively with him. I have fairly broad internet access at work. I can check my mail and LJ. Unfortunately with my LJ interests I know need to make a special filter for SFW material. LOL My standard viewing is so NSFW.

Today I soloed on the phones after a morning of mentoring. It was funny for the first few hours I literally sat around and did nothing but read a book I downloaded from the internet. One of the supervisors of my training had told me to go sit and she would send somebody over to me. SO I wandered off and than she disappeared so I just sat around waiting for instruction. When another supervisor finally checked on me I acted cute and scared and she just laughed and sent somebody over to help train me. *chuckles* I mean after a while I could have easily gotten up and gone looking for help but screw that I'd rather sit around and read while getting paid for it. Today was my Friday so I don't work again until Thursday. I'm glad for the break to give my meds/hormones time to settle. It was hell crawling out of bed today. I wasn't even that tired but my headspace was so bad I'm still a bit proud I made it to work. Sad really but well I'll take the small victories when I can and hope to win the war eventually.

Right now I'm splayed out on the bed vegging being really super tired. I suspect I am either going to nap or just go to sleep. I'll be happy when my body finally adjusts to this schedule and my hormones level out properly. The cold which I couldn't shake is now almost gone after only two days. It is really weird to think of how many of your systems just don't function if the hormone balance in your blood is off. It is really startling to me how much just fixing this one thing effected my life. I don't I even realized it until this last two weeks or so when it was like everything bad coming back all at once. Honestly I'm not sure how long I was off it but I think it was only 2-3 weeks. I'm sure after a little while everything would have come to some equilibrium again but the unintentional cold turkey so sucked. LOL Though as I write this I worry I might be scary Kae even more. Speaking of subtle ways of influencing people I was very sneaking today. The girl I was mentoring with is a bit hmmmm odd. She is very brisk and I didn't think she liked me at all or was unhappy with having to help me or something. Anyhow so I popped open an AIM window in full view of her while she was busy texting and then wrote to Sean about my worries. She of course read it as I intended and was quick to assure me she meant no harm. After that she was much friendlier. Using the AIM window sidestepped me having to bring it up and meant that if she didn't care for me she could have not mentioned it; I would have let it go and I would not have to worry about social niceties getting in the way. I am the smart Seo. I love using subtle communication though that was not as subtle as I usually go. I wanted an answer right away though.

Mika has curled up on my foot. She is very cute.

Hello Insomnia How are you?

Oh Hi there Seo I'm good. Are you having fun tossing an turning tonight?

No I can definitely say I am not having fun. In fact I'm fairly annoyed at you.

Why do you say that? Surely you didn't expect to actually get any sleep tonight?

*sigh* Of course not, why would I think such a silly thing.

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Yeah if you could have guessed I can't sleep and I need to be awake in .... oh yay five and a half hours. Life sucks.

Hey LJ what's everyone up to? I have been very bad and anti-social since starting my job and getting back from the gather. I have an amazing amount to learn in a very short period of time at work and I have been coming home fairly burnt. It was weird the first few days being back at work. I sort of missed it and sort of didn't. It was nice being able to work my schedule around the natural rhythms of my body but it is more nice talking and chatting with other human beings now. The work if fairly simple and straightforward. I work a help desk for retail stores. Something goes wrong and they call me. Unfortunately, a fuck load can go wrong and I have to learn an abnormally large amount in a short period of time. My last day of training is Monday. I'm sure I'll do fine in a little while but it is a bit scary that they expect me to figure this stuff out. I haven't soloed yet but it should happen Monday afternoon. Overall I'm really not that worried I guess.

I forgot how tired and run down and icky I felt before the thyroid. I've got to run and pick the pills up tomorrow. Still no idea what happened to the original pills. Sims3 is ultra fun though it has a few quirks I don't really like but overall it is a good sequel. I hope we get pets as our first expansion pack. I think they were fourth last time but they are so popular I'm hoping they shift the schedule up. I wish they had more then the standard pets, like maybe farm animals or something so you could have farm Sims.

Well I'm sleepy and moving toward depressed so bed for me. Night all.

I'll do a real break down later but for now it should suffice to say that I am home and the gather was amazingly good this year. Also, I found out why I have been so freaking tired for the past two weeks. I mixed up my meds and instead of taking my thyroid medicine I have been taking Lexapro which is an anti-depressant. This actually manages to answer a few questions I had been wondering about lately. I stopped taking Lexapro a while a good when it was judged to no longer be needed. So I go from a med that helps with making your body awake and aware and all sorts of other things to something that, while it helps your moods, for the first few weeks makes you abnormally tired. *sigh* So on the one hand Yay I have figured out why I was so tired and why I haven't been able to shake this cold. On the other hand I am a complete idiot and I can't even find the thyroid meds. I'll just have my mom call in a new script. I'll get that fixed after work tomorrow and maybe I can go back to feeling like a human being instead of a Snorlax.

New job starts tomorrow yay. Hmm as my chemicals are all fucked I'm tired big surprise so sleep now for me. *blinks and rereads last sentence* It would be great if my grasp of grammar didn't wander away when I'm tired.

God I hate people. Sometimes even I am amazed how stupid they are.

Tonight was really great but ended on a bit of a downer.

Sleep for me.

*yawn* It is 2:30 and I'm awake. Actually I intended to be awake now so it is all good. I went back out and got my meds from CVS which had them ready 10 minutes after my mother called them in. Thank you CVS for showing me that at least some people in this world understand what customer fucking service is all about. Hopefully, these will help with the vertigo. They've already helped my nose be less stuffed up. Since the vertigo was mainly from the pressure on my middle ear it should do the trip nicely.

*yawns again* I'm still a bit tired but mostly awake. I have a short list of to dos left in order of importance:

[ ] feed and set pets for being gone (bird, ferrets, lizards, snakes) EDIT: shit, minor problem with feeding snakes. I didn't account for Carla and the baby to be sleeping in the sewing room where my mice are kept. Well fuck this will have to wait a few hours.
[ ] pack
[ ] dye hair
[ ] finish sewing skirt
[ ] go back to sleep until we leave.


Can't think of anything else I need to get done though pack actually includes like five things. So I'm off to get set for the gather. I'll see you on the flip side ^_^

EDIT 2.o: Ferret cage is all done and I suspect I'll be coming home to a big mess. I gave them enough food and water to last until I get home. I hear Gusgus in there right now throwing food everywhere *facepalm*. I'm mostly worried about the water running out. But I left them three bowls and two water bottles. They should be fine until Monday when I get home. Mostly I'm worried Gus will knock the water bottle loose. He is an evil shit in that regard. The cage is nice and clean and the weather should be warm enough soon to take it out and hose it down for a true cleaning. I like to do that once a month when it is warm. Okay off to pack.

I swear to god people don't actually want to take money from me. Today I was running errands before the gather and it was a huge amount of epic fail. First the drugs I had called in by my mother because the vertigo is still real bad were not ready. Not only were they not ready they hadn't even looked at the script. Plus the wait time they said (30 minutes) was by no means going to happen. There was one guy who had been there for two hours and still no drugs. Fuck that no. Called my mother back and she is no where to be found. I will likely not be getting any meds. Great.

Then I tried to call to pay a couple bills I didn't want to put off til I got home. Two places, no answer. What the fuck?? Do you guys not want to be paid for some reason? I'll happily take your service for free if you want.

Oh and earlier in the day I called a CC to find out why the CC I have says it is canceled. Evidently, they decided to cancel it because I don't use it enough. Excuse me what? I have to use it every month why now? If you had waited I was planning on using it this weekend.

Oh and on the way home from errands I was going to get some cloves for the weekend and wouldn't you know it they don't have the kind I smoke. FUCK!!! I cannot buy cloves anywhere else because no one else near me sells the fucking things. Why I have no idea since the place I go is often sold out and it seems a no brainer that if one place is almost always sold out obviously there is a huge demand for the fucking things. FUCJK+ghuojuhwhouuhuho!

So today was fail and I'm tired and grumpy and jittery from the inhaler and still fucking sick. Grrrrr!